well it happened...he dumped me because i got the courage to actually say something, just new things kept popping up...nothing changed like i'd hoped it did...why couldnt he just loved me ? why was it so hard to? i caught him looking to hook up with other girls on a dating site. it just blew my mind (but didnt surprise me at all) that he'd do it again....it just really hurt ya know? am i not good enough ? am i that ugly that you have to look for other girls?

even his own friend gave him a nice big letter....and told him what a disgrace he is...and how i thought the world of him(which i did). he didnt like what she said and he replied back and what not and then after she msg'd him again and caught him in a lie. he blocked her and her bf from facebook..(why coudnt he just be honest from the begining?)


its pretty sad to ..i forgave him 3 times...and he still proceeded to continue to lie to me abut things. its also sad that his own friend told me he had recent bikini pics of his ex ..(some megan girl) in her bikini at the beach. and another girl he told me he wasnt talking to anymore cause of her BS ....well what a load of shit that was...

well needless to say i'm finally letting go of that snake in the grass..he can go play minsd games with someone else